I have to wonder, did you notice my absence

did you miss my presence, have you wondered about my existence

it seems like a problem that my affections come your way

my apologies to bring them forward, I will keep them far away

I have to imagine a time in which I existed as admirable in your mind

once long ago, did you remember me and feel fine

exquisite even, thinking about the admiration flowing your direction

more than just a blinding light to liven up the world

but a radiant beam of energy to fulfill the lack of life

yet in still I always wonder, did I cross your mind in angst, love, anger, or regret

maybe I do cross your mind, maybe I do not

I am all fine with not being missed

just have to wonder sometimes is that truly just ignoring the object of bliss.


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