Should have been more honest with myself
Kept the truth closer to my heart than my hope
You were never meant to love me, wrong shelf
I took myself down from and now I must cope
With the loss of many hopes and the deepest dreams
Those ambitions and desires that only the few know
The ones free of my walls that hold back what it means
To truly understand the pain a man feels, let it show
Vulnerability is a blessing and a gift for a woman
To be able to witness their friend or partner at a low
This is the purest form of trust, embrace the moment
To take advantage creates the instinct for him to go
Your love was never mine to hold onto
Mine is just that type of love no one wishes to keep
Running as far away as possible and pronto
Immense speed and extravagant leaps
To create the most amount of distance and space
Making sure to never allow me to see love in your face
Or from your eyes or the words fall from your lips
I understand I am not the one to sail on ships
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